Meghan's expression eased a little after hearing my explanation. Then, she tried to calm me down, “Don’t worry, I’ve asked the doctor and he said the fetus is basically stable now, just don't move too violently.”
After saying that she moved closer, her face blushing seductively. There was tenderness in her eyes.
If it were the old me, I would have fallen in love and could not extricate myself.
But at that time, my whole body felt like it was sunk in cold sea water and I could not feel any warmth from my lover.
How could I not?
Meghan was my wife, but she was pregnant with another man's child.
When I thought of this, my heart ached.
In the end, I pushed her away for the second time and said, “Forget it. I'm too tired today and not in the mood.”
Meghan did not continue to force it and nodded, “Okay, since maybe you were too busy at work during the day, so let's rest early.”
She turned off the TV and the lights, then laid down and put her arms around my waist.
This was her favorite position, so she fell asleep in no time.
But my thoughts were all over the place and I could not sleep all night.