I never thought that Esmond and I would end up like this. We had already overcome so many difficulties and obstacles, and finally, we were about to achieve a happy ending.
But I was glad that I saw Esmond's true colors through this. What if we indeed got married? Perhaps after I went home and checked my Instagram, I would see Daisy's post saying, [Although I'm just your bridesmaid, we stood on stage together, which can be seen as a way of marrying you. I have no regrets in this lifetime.] If so, I'd be so furious that maybe I'd faint.
I guessed I cut the loss in time.
After I left that day, Esmond sent me several long voice messages, accusing me of being childish and paranoid. He hoped I would reflect on myself and apologize to him. He also said that he could treat my words about not getting married that day as a moment of anger. If I apologized, the wedding could proceed as planned.
After listening to his first few voice messages, I didn't feel like continuing to listen.
I sent him a message, [It wasn't a moment of anger. I'm not getting married! Go find your sweet Daisy.]