I Died at the Age of Twenty-seven, When I Loved Him the MostChapter 1-2

Day 10 of my silent war with Alexander,and he walked through the door with a college girl named Chelsea.

Barely 19,she was delicate like a spring blossom,radiating a vibrancy I once knew.To him,she was the apple of his eye,while I was just a shadow.He let her smash my good luck charm,kill my dog,and even desecrate my brother's grave—all to"teach me a lesson"in his cruel game.

With each betrayal,my heart shattered further.The weight of despair pressed down on me until I finally reached my breaking point.I asked for a divorce,my voice trembling with grief.

In a flash of anger,he bit my lip,frustration evident in his eyes."How long are you going to keep this up?"he demanded,a storm of emotions swirling within him.

But I never told him…I was dying.

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"Alexander…"I rushed home from the hospital,barely managing to call his name before tears streamed down my face.

I was sick—stage four pancreatic cancer.

The doctor told me I had at most a month left to live.Just thinking about it made the tears flow uncontrollably.

Alexander and I hadn’t spoken in ten days,but now I didn’t want to fight anymore.I longed to hold him close.