At that moment,I thought about divorcing Ryan.Living a life without a name and carrying on a relationship like carrying a hard rock was useless.
Since he was no longer the boy who always put me first and loved me like I would melt if he didn't care for me properly,there was no need for me to force him to stay by my side.
I didn't need to be called Mrs.Farnandez.
"Are you angry with me because of this?Why didn't you tell me earlier?”He raised his eyebrows,“Selena,I am not someone who stays inside your brain that I would know everything.”
"Mom has been ill for a long time.I have mentioned this to you many times.”I sighed and looked down on my fingers,“I wanted you to accompany me to see her,but you always said you didn't have time.And that time..."
Before I could finish my words,Ryan's phone rang again.
I glanced at the name which bubbled on the screen‘My sweetest Zen’.
I tittered when I thought it might be Zen who saved it like this.I did that childish thing too when I was young.
Ryan moved to the balcony to answer the call.
The door was not completely closed,and I could hear him coaxing Zenelia about something.Even though his voice was low,it was not inaudible.