Escape From the Demon Family and Find Your True SelfChapter 1

How much does our upbringing really shape who we become?

Here I am, on the 38th floor—a single step away from nothingness.

To escape it all.

I was raised in an old-school family, the firstborn. I was told there was supposed to be a younger brother too. But complications at birth meant only one of us made it—it was me.

I survived, yet my mother never really looked my way.

That brother I never got to meet? Mom talked about him for years, as if he was an angel who was lost too soon.

Even my dad, who'd rather be playing poker, used to jab his finger at me and accuse, "You killed your brother and nearly took your mother too!"

Growing up, I couldn't figure out what I did to be so disliked. I learned to walk on eggshells, to gauge the mood, to blend into the background—all lessons from the home front.

I swore to myself early on—I'd leave this house, this city, and never look back.

So, at 18, when college apps were due, I took my shot at a university far, far away.

On the moving day, I lugged my bags, solo, to campus.