"I know. Why don't you go out there and find some joint? I'm busy. I don't have time to cook breakfast anymore."
"But the food outside isn't healthy..."
This time, I didn't respond to her anymore. I left her with the sound of my hurried footsteps and the sight of my back.
After that day, Lara and I stopped talking to each other again.
Before, whenever we faced such a situation, I would become easily irritable and emotionally unstable.
I spent every day thinking about how to make up with Lara ASAP, and this seriously affected my work progress.
But now, I felt incredibly relaxed.
Finally, after I went home, I didn't have to act all hypocritical and take the initiative to talk to her.
Finally, I could sleep in the room alone without being disturbed at night.
Finally, I wouldn't be disturbed by her affair with the others.
Finally, I could do my own things without being disturbed.
After I let go of the obsession or care for Lara, life became much easier.
Now that she was no longer the center of my life, I suddenly felt much more relaxed.
I finished reading quite a lot of books in less than three days. In the past, it would take me more than a year.