Later, I couldn't fall asleep anymore, looking at the darkness outside the house.
I wanted to live, but unluckily, in my current condition, I was unable to live long.
But no matter how difficult it was, I would get a divorce.
I didn't want to die as someone's wife.
After I got divorced, I would move out. Even if I couldn't survive, I wanted to die outside the house.
As my mother wished, I would die outside and never go back.
I turned on the light and put on some light makeup.
Then, I found an outfit I liked and put it on.
Such a simple thing might only take ten or twenty minutes in the past, but it took me almost two hours today.
It was daybreak, and I looked at the pendulum clock on the wall, which slowly ticked toward eight o'clock.
I found out all the materials we would need, took them, struggled to stand up, and walked down.
As I went downstairs, Kurt was not there.
There was only my mom, and the maid had just made breakfast.
"Hey, it's rare to see you getting up so early."
I looked at her, whose face was still blurry. My eyesight, which had been damaged, could no longer recover.
"We agreed to get a divorce today."
"What? Divorce, Lara, are you crazy?"