I lowered my eyes and remembered that at the family dinner, I forgot to use the serving fork to pick up food for him.
He simply stopped eating.
The thought of this made me laugh.
Love and not love are very clear.
I said bitterly, "Let's break up, Jason."
Although we had two children.
There was also a half-finished wedding.
But we didn't get a marriage certificate, so it couldn't be considered a divorce.
Jason thought I was jealous of Willow, "Aren't you tired of using these tricks all the time?"
"You know you can't threaten me with your children, so you start using the engagement to pressure me?"
Because of my excessive mood swings during pregnancy, the twin boy and girl were born with illnesses.
Two years ago, one was diagnosed with ALS, and a year ago, another was diagnosed with polio.
The hospital issued critical illness notices again and again.
I signed until I was numb.
But the two children were very obedient, which made me worry-free. They never cried in pain in front of me and even comforted me.
They envied other children for having fathers.
I kept calling Jason, just hoping that they could have their father with them.
But Jason...
Never been there once.