In the past, I would have yelled at everyone.
Then, they parted on bad terms.
Sarah will then say I'm disappointed in me because my behavior spoils the fun, because I don't trust her.
Then, she would trash the house and proceed to go cold turkey with me.
She would even deliberately let me know every day that she was going out to play with Hulk again.
Until I couldn't stand it anymore, I begged her for forgiveness like a dog, even on my knees, and only when she was in a good mood would she forgive me.
Maybe our relationship was not equal from the beginning.
In college, she was a privileged girl who attracted attention wherever she went, while I was just a nerd.
Every day, people send her flowers, and many of them change their confessions to her.
Even a big boss outside the school brought a truck full of roses to express his love, but she said in public that roses without love are cold and she doesn't need them.
But I was just a nerd, and my classmates and roommates excluded me and even bullied me.
I was a bit depressed during that time and often went to sit on the rooftop. Many times I wanted to jump down.