At the same time, she became increasingly impatient with me and changed her attitude toward marriage.

We had an appointment to take wedding photos, but Joanna canceled it without telling me.

When I found out, I was very angry, but Joanna said I was pressuring her.

Was that really the case?

Actually, I should have realized that Joanna was conflicted.

Now she was suddenly being nice to me again.

Was Joanna regretting?

I wasn't sure. Maybe she just didn't want to lose me as a tool.