Not the documentation. I stand by every line I wrote, every cautious phrasing, every refusal to overstate. Documentation is how truth survives contact with systems built to flatten it. But I could have placed that number in her hand in October instead of February. I could have built the same record while also shortening the season of her aloneness. Marcus caused the harm. That is clear. He owns what he did. Diane failed to intervene. That is clear too. But I, with all my training and all my certainty and all my professional understanding of injury patterns, waited four months to formalize the door I already suspected she would need.
That is not guilt in the sentimental sense. It is information. The kind of information that alters the shape of your future decisions.
So I changed.