Tonight wasn’t about them seeing me. It was about me seeing them.
By noon, I began preparing the little details of my “performance,” though performance felt too grand a word for what it was—more like a costume test for a role I already knew by heart: the broke but passionate artist.
I opened my wardrobe and let my eyes linger over the neat row of tailored blazers and silk blouses, the kind I wore for investor meetings and brand launches. They hung there in quiet defiance, whispering reminders of another life I wouldn’t bring into the room tonight.
My fingers drifted past them until I reached a linen dress folded at the back of the shelf. It was soft, slightly faded, the hem brushed with age. I’d worn it years ago when I was still hustling for freelance gigs at open-air markets, sketching on cardboard tables between cups of burnt coffee.
I slipped it on and turned toward the mirror. The fabric fell simply—no structure, no shape—just honest cloth against skin.