We were almost at the glass doors when he stopped so suddenly I nearly stumbled.

“Mama.”

I turned, annoyed for half a second, then instantly alarmed by the sound of his voice.

“What is it?”

He looked up at me, and the fear in his eyes punched the air out of my chest.

“Mama,” he whispered, tugging my hand hard, “we can’t go back home.”

I crouched in front of him, trying to keep my voice calm. “What do you mean? Of course we’re going home. It’s late.”

He shook his head violently, tears already pooling. “No. Please. We can’t. Something bad is going to happen.”

A few people glanced our way. I gently pulled him closer.

“Kenzo, baby, listen to me. You’re safe. Daddy’s just on a trip. Nothing bad is going to happen.”

“Mama, please,” he said, his voice breaking. “This time you have to believe me.”

This time.

The words stung because they were deserved.

A few weeks earlier, he’d told me about a dark car parked in front of our Buckhead house late at night. I’d brushed it off. Another time, he mentioned hearing his dad talking in his office about “fixing things for good.” I’d told him grown-up conversations weren’t for kids.

Now he was shaking in front of me, begging.