By the time we got home, the sky had gone the soft gold it gets in Kentucky evenings before the heat fully breaks. Daniel’s truck was not in the driveway yet. He had gone earlier that morning to help a coworker move a washer and had said he would meet us at Carol’s place later for cake. I parked in the garage and sat there for a moment after turning off the engine, listening to the metal ping of the car cooling. The house beyond the mudroom door was quiet. Our ordinary life waited on the other side of it the basket of unmatched socks on the laundry room counter, the permission slip I had forgotten to sign, the blueberries in the fridge that needed using.
Inside me, something else had begun.
They did not know it yet, but in exactly three hours, everything would start to come apart. Not loudly. Not with broken dishes or screaming phone calls or some dramatic scene fit for television. It would begin the way so many real endings do: with stillness, with records, with memory finally allowed to line itself up in order.