Part 1

I didn’t understand what fear felt like anymore. Not really.

At sixty-three, after decades of mortgages and layoffs and hospital corridors, I thought fear was something I’d already spent. I thought I’d learned the difference between a bad feeling and a real threat.

Then my granddaughter whispered one sentence in the back seat of my car, and the world tilted so hard my hands forgot how to be steady.

It was late October in Vancouver, the kind of crisp morning that makes the city look innocent. The air smelled like cedar and wet pavement, and the leaves along Granville Street had turned gold and crimson like someone had lit them from the inside. I drove with the heater on low, my wife in the passenger seat scrolling her phone, my granddaughter Sophie quiet behind me.

Margaret said she was going to a wellness retreat in Kelowna. Five days. Yoga. Spa treatments. “A reset,” she’d called it, as if a life could be reorganized like a closet. She’d been talking about it for weeks, dropping the name of the resort like a badge: exclusive, private, recommended by “women who understand quality.”