And she wanted me to find him.
I opened my eyes and looked at the photograph again.
Brian.
Forty years old. Dark hair. Tired eyes. Brenda’s face.
Could I do it?
Could I drive two hundred miles to a town I had never been to and knock on the door of a man I had never met and tell him that his mother had loved him all along? Could I bring him into my life, into my home, and give him the family Brenda had asked me to give him?
I did not know.
I did not know if I was strong enough.
I did not know if I was brave enough.
But I knew I had to try.
I sat there until the sun went down, staring at the photograph of a man I had never met, Brenda’s son.
And I made a decision that would change everything.
Finding Brian was not hard.
Brenda had kept detailed records.
The hard part was figuring out what I was going to say to him.
I woke up early the next morning before the sun rose. I could not sleep. My mind had been racing all night, replaying everything I had read in that journal. Everything I had learned. Everything I still did not understand.