It was hunger.
The kind that hurts.
The kind that words can’t calm.
“Hey… it’s okay, baby…” I whispered, holding him close.
“I’ll find something for you… I promise.”
I went to the kitchen.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
As if the third time would make something appear.
I opened the drawers.
Nothing.
The cabinets.
Empty.
The fridge…
and for a second…
I truly believed something would be there.
But there wasn’t.
Just cold.
Just silence.
Just the echo of what we didn’t have.
A lump formed in my throat.
But I couldn’t cry.
Not then.
Because if I cried…
who would comfort Noah?
Then I remembered something.
My aunt.
Sometimes she lent us money.
Not always.
But sometimes.
And “sometimes” was enough to try.
I grabbed my mom’s old phone.
The screen was cracked.
It lagged.
But it worked.
And that was all I needed.
I typed slowly. Carefully.
Like every word mattered.
“Aunt Lisa, can you lend me $20?
It’s to buy milk for Noah.
I promise I’ll pay you back.
Please.”
I read it three times.
Because when you ask for help…
you want to get it right.
I took a deep breath.
And hit send.
I had no idea…
that this small mistake…
would change my life forever.
Because it didn’t reach my aunt.
It reached someone else.