He had put the box back in the storage room before the sun came up. He had put the letter back in the envelope, the envelope back in the box, and the box on the bottom shelf where it had always been. He had turned off the lamp in his study and straightened the chair and made everything look exactly as it always looked.
But the letter was still inside him. The words were still there, heavy and permanent, the way words are when they have been waiting 30 years to be read.
I raised our child to be better than the fear that made you run away.
He heard the gate bell at 6:55.
He set down his coffee cup, straightened his shirt, walked to the front door, and opened it.
Rebecca was standing on the path in the morning light, her bag over her shoulder, her face calm and unhurried. She looked at him and said, exactly as she said it every morning, “Good morning, sir.”
He looked at her face. He looked at her eyes.
“Good morning, Rebecca,” he said.
He stepped aside to let her in, went back to his study, and closed the door.