This was something else, something arriving, something enormous coming toward her from a direction she had never thought to look.
She needed to be sure.
1 name in a photograph proved nothing by itself. Her mother’s name was not the rarest name in the world. People had the same names all the time. And the boy in the middle of that photograph, the 1 called Simon, she was reading his face through the lens of everything she already feared. She knew that was not a reliable way to look at anything.
She needed to be sure.
That evening, after she had said good night and the gate had closed behind her, she walked to the bus stop at a slower pace than usual. The overcast sky had cleared during the afternoon, and now the evening was clean and pale, the sun going down somewhere behind the buildings in long orange stripes.
People moved around her on the pavement, heading home, carrying things, talking into their phones, the ordinary world doing its ordinary things completely unaware that a young woman was walking through it with something enormous sitting quietly in the center of her chest.
She sat on the bus and thought.