“Okay, this is obviously serious, but the shower—”
“No,” I said.
The word cut through the room.
Claire’s mouth opened.
I had never interrupted her before.
No one in our family interrupted Claire.
I did it again.
“No. You do not get to stand beside my hospital bed and mention your baby shower like it belongs in the same sentence as my heart stopping.”
Her face crumpled, but not with remorse. With offense.
“I didn’t ask you to get sick!”
“And I didn’t ask you to care,” I said. “Clearly, that would have been too much.”
My mother stepped toward the bed. “That is enough.”
Gerald moved between us.
It was not dramatic. He did not raise his voice. He simply placed himself in the space between my mother and me.
“No closer,” he said.
My mother stared at him as if he had slapped her.
“How dare you?”
“With twenty-six years of practice,” he replied.
Silence.
Then my father said, “Eleanor, who is this man?”
My mother’s lips pressed shut.
Gerald answered for her.
“My name is Gerald Maize. Before she married you, Eleanor and I were engaged. She was pregnant. She told me the baby died.”
My father went pale.
Claire whispered, “What?”
I watched my mother.
She did not deny it.
Not immediately.
That was how I knew.