Because some part of him had always known.
Why did Claire get tenderness while I got tolerance?
Because Claire belonged to the life my mother had chosen.
I belonged to the life she had buried.
“You threw me away instead,” I said.
My mother’s eyes glistened, but I knew better than to trust tears.
“I raised you.”
“No,” I said. “You housed me.”
Richard made a sound like a wounded animal.
Claire whispered, “Dad?”
He turned to my mother.
“Did you know?” he asked her. “Did you know Holly wasn’t mine?”
My mother hesitated one second too long.
Richard staggered back.
“You told me she was premature.”
“She was premature.”
“By two months?”
“I did what was necessary.”
“For your reputation,” Gerald said.
My mother’s control finally snapped.
“Yes!” she hissed. “For my reputation. For my future. For security. For a life better than fixing pipes and counting pennies.”
Gerald’s face went still.
The insult hung there, ugly and small.
Then he gave a faint, sad nod.
“There she is,” he said.
My mother looked at him with hatred.
But Gerald turned away from her and looked at me.