“Do you remember telling me I was too sensitive when Mom forgot my birthday dinner? Do you remember making me apologize to Claire after she sold my laptop because she needed concert tickets? Do you remember any moment where you protected me?”
His breathing changed.
I thought he might hang up.
He didn’t.
“I was a coward,” he said.
The words were so unexpected that I sat down.
Richard Crawford had never confessed weakness. He had hidden behind silence, money, and my mother’s will.
“I knew something was wrong,” he continued. “Not the paternity. But the way she treated you. I told myself it was mother-daughter conflict. I told myself you were difficult. I told myself anything that allowed me to keep peace.”
“Peace for who?”
“For me,” he said.
The honesty hurt.
But it was something.
“What do you want, Richard?”
He was quiet for so long I thought the call had dropped.
“Claire’s shower was canceled.”
I almost laughed.
“That’s what you called to tell me?”
“No. I called because your mother wants you to come to the house tomorrow.”
“Absolutely not.”
“She says if you don’t, she’ll come to Gerald’s.”
My blood turned cold.
“She doesn’t know where I am.”
Another silence.