It began with apologies, but not the kind that breathe. Dad wrote that he was sorry “things got out of hand.” Sorry “mistakes were made.” Sorry “Emma misunderstood.” Sorry “the legal system needed someone to blame.” Sorry “stress changed him.” Sorry “money pressure clouded judgment.” Sorry “if Dad felt abandoned.”

If.

That tiny word sat there like a cockroach.

Near the end, he wrote that he hoped someday Grandpa would remember “all the good years” and not let Emma and “outsiders” turn him against his only son.

I folded the letter.

Grandpa’s face was calm.

“What do you want to do?” I asked.

He took the pages back and slid them into the envelope.

“Nothing.”

“Nothing?”

“Nothing is a complete sentence when someone wants access to your peace.”

I smiled a little.

“That sounds like Grandma.”

“It was.”

He put the letter into the drawer of the side table, not because it was precious, but because it was finished.

My mother sent a Christmas card.

No return address, but I recognized the handwriting.

Inside was a picture of a snow-covered church and one sentence.

I hope you are happy with what you did.

I showed it to Grandpa.

He read it, sighed, and handed it back.

“Are you?” he asked.

“Happy?”

“With what you did.”