The sky went from orange to lavender to deepening blue. Lights flickered on in neighboring houses down the beach. Somewhere a dog barked. Somewhere else a screen door slammed. The ordinary sounds of a coastal town settling into evening wrapped around me gently, almost tenderly, and for the first time in years I let myself imagine what it would feel like not merely to defend the house, but to live here differently.
Not as a hostage to memory.
As a continuation of it.
That night I slept in my old bedroom with the windows cracked open and the sound of the ocean moving through the dark like breath.
At 2:17 a.m. I woke to footsteps on the porch.
Not imagined footsteps. Real ones.
I sat up so fast the sheet tangled around my legs. The house was black except for moonlight through the windows, bright enough to silver the floorboards. I held my breath.
Another sound. A scrape near the front door.
My heart slammed once, hard.
I reached for my phone, then remembered it was downstairs charging in the kitchen. Swore under my breath. Listened again.
A muttered voice. Male.
Then the porch railing creaked.