My coworkers acted as though I had announced a pilgrimage to another century. My friend Tasha, who had heard every bad Diana story for eight years and therefore required less explanation, said only, “About time one of those people lost.”
I started negotiating remote work three days later.
By May I was living at the beach house full-time.
The first morning I woke there as a resident instead of a defender, I made coffee, opened all the windows, and walked barefoot through every room in the same oversized T-shirt and old drawstring pants I used to wear there as a teenager. No careful visitor posture. No waiting for commentary. No anticipating criticism. Just me and the house and the sea beyond it.
There is a kind of healing that arrives not as revelation but as repetition. Opening your own door. Cooking in your own kitchen. Sitting in a chair no one can tell you is too sentimental to keep. Hearing the old story in your own head begin, gradually, to lose its authority.