Through the front windows I could see them all inside—friends, neighbors, chosen witnesses to a life still being written. For one dangerous second grief rose again, bright and sudden, because I wanted my mother there so badly it was almost physical. Then I realized something that settled over me with the steadiness of winter stars.
She was not absent from that scene.
Not as a ghost. Not as fantasy. As architecture.
Every kindness she built. Every boundary she set. Every page she signed. Every warning she took seriously when others wanted pleasantness. All of it had made this possible. Not just the ownership of the house. The survival of me inside it.
In February, almost a full year after Diana’s phone call, the town held one of its small local fundraisers at the historical society building. I went because June insisted, Tasha threatened to wear sequins if I refused, and the cause involved preserving coastal access paths my mother used to walk.
I was near the cider table when Diana arrived.