After a minute she said, “I’m seeing someone.”

“That sounds ominous in this tone.”

She smiled faintly. “No. He’s good. Annoyingly normal. He teaches high school history and thinks emotional honesty is a baseline expectation.”

“How inconvenient for your upbringing.”

“Exactly.”

I rinsed a platter.

She dried another bowl and said, without looking at me, “I used to think being chosen by the strongest person in a room was the safest thing.”

I set the platter down.

“But strongest isn’t the word,” she said. “Not really.”

“No.”

She put the bowl on the counter carefully. “I’m still sorry.”

I looked at her then. Really looked. Not at the old role. Not at Diana’s daughter. At the woman in front of me trying, imperfectly, to become someone else.

“I know,” I said.

And I did.

That night, after everyone left, I stood barefoot on the porch in the warm dark and listened to the waves.

The house behind me smelled like food and candles and clean dish soap. Somewhere inside, the old jazz record had reached the end and sat ticking softly. The hydrangeas were shadows. The sea was almost black except where moonlight touched it in long trembling strips.