I let out a short, hollow laugh that didn’t sound like it belonged to me at all. I stood up with a newfound, icy focus and walked toward the antique secretary desk that had once belonged to my own mother.

After Arthur died, I became meticulously organized because managing folders was much easier than managing the vast, echoing grief of a lost partner. I kept everything filed in perfect chronological order: property taxes, medical insurance, and the thickest file of all, which was simply labeled “Wesley.”

I brought the folder to the dining table and unclipped the brass fastener to reveal years of quiet, expensive devotion. There was the twenty-five-thousand-dollar check from eight years ago when Wesley tried to launch a boutique marketing firm that folded within four months.

I saw the receipt for the premium roofing job on their previous house and the wire transfer for Serena’s graduate design certifications. There were tuition statements for my granddaughter, Jade, and even the monthly insurance premiums for the luxury SUV Serena drove.