Under a buzzing streetlight, waiting for Hannah, I opened the note I had kept for months: electric login, water bill, internet, mortgage alerts, banking reminders, passwords, payment dates. I had been the invisible support beam of that house.
If I was selfish, ungrateful, and dead to them, then they didn’t get to keep using me.
At Hannah’s apartment above a bait shop near the marina, she opened the door in scrubs and pulled me inside before I could explain. There was a blanket already waiting on the couch.
I told her everything in pieces.
When I finished, she stared at me. “Claire, that’s insane.”
“Thank you,” I whispered. “I was starting to wonder if I was crazy.”
I opened my laptop.
First, I moved my money. Every dollar of mine that touched a shared account went into the separate account I had opened months earlier, half out of caution and half out of shame.
Then I removed my card from the bills I had been “temporarily” covering. Internet. Utilities. Subscriptions. Payment reminders. I didn’t cancel anything. I didn’t sabotage anything. I simply stopped paying for a life I had been told I no longer belonged to.
Then I opened HomeTrack.