After they left, Steven slid down the wall and squatted in the corner of our living room, hands over his face. I’d never seen a grown man cry so hard.
“I’m sorry,” he kept saying, over and over. “I’m so sorry, Sunny. I ruined everything. You married an idiot. You should have picked someone else. Anyone else. We’ll never get out of this. Never.”
I had knelt beside him, heart splitting. I wrapped my arms around his shaking shoulders and held him until my knees went numb.
“We’ll pay it back,” I’d whispered into his hair. “Together. Somehow.”
That night, after he’d cried himself to sleep on our lumpy couch, I went to the wardrobe and took out a plain envelope my mother had pressed into my hands on our wedding day.
“This is your security,” she had said. “Rainy day money. Don’t touch it unless you truly must.”
Inside was my dowry card. Two hundred thousand dollars. Every spare coin my mother and I had scraped together over years. I’d never told Steven exactly how much it held; I wanted the knowledge of it like a quiet safety net under our life.
Until that night.