I leaned back on my couch, the leather notebook she’d given me years ago sitting on the coffee table like a witness. “Mom wants me to stay at Daniel’s house,” I said. “Like it would be a charity stay. Like I’m lucky to be invited.”

“And that made you twelve again,” Margaret said.

“Yes,” I admitted.

There was a pause. Not awkward—Margaret never did awkward. Just thoughtful.

“What’s the plan?” she asked.

I glanced at the calendar notification my mom had sent earlier that week, cheerful and guilt-coated.

Sunday dinner. Same place. Same table. Same performance.

“Dinner next week,” I said.

Margaret’s voice sharpened with quiet satisfaction. “Good.”

“I’m not going in angry,” I said, mostly to convince myself. “I’m going in prepared.”

“Facts,” Margaret said. “Facts don’t tremble.”

After we hung up, I sat at my desk and opened the leather notebook. The cover was worn now, the corners softened from years of being shoved into bags and pulled out during long nights. My handwriting had changed across the pages—high school loops, college sharpness, adult certainty.

On the first page, in the careful script of a twelve-year-old desperate to be seen, I’d written: One day they’ll see.