My nod felt heavy, like agreeing to something I could never un-know.

Green lifted her pen. “We’re going to document this. Then we verify whether that account is actually hers or whether someone is using her name. Either way, we do a welfare check on your brother. If he’s truly in trouble, we confirm it. If he’s not, we confirm that too.”

The drive to my parents’ house took twelve minutes. I’d made that drive a thousand times for Sunday dinners, for holidays, for emergency errands that weren’t emergencies until they were.

Same neighborhood. Same trimmed hedges. Same porch flag.

Two cruisers rolled up behind us.

Ramirez asked me to stay in the car.

My hands clenched in my lap as I watched the officers walk up the walkway and knock.

My mom opened the door fast, like she’d been waiting.

And there was Mark.

Alive. Not pale. Not bandaged. Not suffering.

He stood behind her in a T-shirt holding a mug, like it was any other morning. Like my one a.m. panic had been a dream.

Even from the car I could see my mother’s face change when she saw the uniforms. The smile tried to happen and failed.