Outside, the sun shone over the courtyard as if nothing had happened. But inside… inside, everything felt dim.

The white casket rested at the front, surrounded by wreaths that read “Forever in our hearts” and “Rest peacefully.” I couldn’t look at them for long.

Because she wasn’t just “Emily.” She wasn’t a framed photo with a black ribbon. She was my daughter.

And she was seven months pregnant. They hadn’t only taken Emily—they had taken a baby who never had the chance to cry.

The pews were full, yet the silence outweighed the crowd. No one met my eyes. Grief makes people uncomfortable, as if it might spread.

I had no tears left. I’d emptied them all in a hospital room days earlier. After that comes a strange calm, the kind that follows devastation. Your heart keeps beating even when you feel shattered.

I ran my hand over the casket, wishing I could feel her hand on the other side. I remembered the last time I held her—her skin cold, her breathing faint, her belly still warm with life.

That contrast will haunt me forever. Cold and warm. Death and future. And me, unable to save either.