Julian cooked dinner that evening, and for the first time in weeks the house felt as though it was pretending to be peaceful. He moved around the kitchen with a kind of forced ease. Not relaxed, not cheerful, but measured, as if he were performing the memory of domestic comfort instead of living it. He wiped the same section of counter twice, stepped back to inspect it, then nodded like someone who needed to reassure himself that everything looked normal.
He had even set the table with the plates we kept for guests instead of the mismatched everyday set. He filled a small glass halfway with orange juice and slid it toward Evan with a stretched grin.
“Look at Dad, trying out his star chef routine,” Evan joked, laughing as he hopped into his chair.
I returned the smile he expected, although my stomach had been tight for days. Something had shifted in Julian recently. He had not grown more affectionate or more distant, simply more controlled. Every expression he wore felt tested before it ever reached his face.