CPS was notified that day. Dr. Allen submitted the medical report. James filed emergency custody paperwork.

The machine of justice, once engaged, moved with all the grace and speed of a refrigerator being dragged uphill. But it moved.

And while it moved, life continued in the smallest ways.

Ruby lost a tooth in my living room and cried because the blood scared her until Daniel convinced her the Tooth Fairy had seen worse.

She asked one night why Mommy wasn’t calling as much.

Daniel said, “Mommy’s having a hard grown-up time right now.”

Ruby accepted that because children, mercifully, do not yet understand how often adults use gentle words to wrap jagged truths.

At school, her teacher told me she seemed more alert.

That word almost flattened me.

Alert.

Like we were discussing a recovering patient. Which, in a way, we were.

Dr. Allen referred Ruby to a child psychologist named Dr. Nina Harper, who had a waiting room full of puppets, watercolor paintings, and books about feelings with titles that made me want to roll my eyes until I saw how calmly Ruby walked in there.

During the third appointment, Dr. Harper asked Daniel and me to come in at the end.