“Sir,” Dr. Allen said, “I need you to think carefully before you answer. Has anyone been giving her medication regularly? Sleep aids, allergy medicine, cold medicine, anything at all?”
I swallowed. My mouth felt full of iron.
“No,” I said. “Not that I know of.”
He let that sit between us a moment.
“Then someone has been giving it to her without your knowledge.”
Without your knowledge.
Not just my knowledge.
Her father’s.
The school’s.
Anybody decent.
I looked again at Ruby’s sleeping face, and all at once I heard her voice from earlier that afternoon, whisper-soft, close enough for only me to hear.
Grandpa, can you ask Mommy to stop putting things in my juice? It makes me feel sleepy and I don’t like it.
My throat closed.
Outside, somebody laughed at the nurses’ desk.
Inside, something in me turned to stone.
Two hours earlier, I had still believed the worst thing I had done that week was miss my granddaughter’s birthday.