He opened his mouth, then stopped.
My mother’s eyes were wet. “We didn’t know.”
“You knew enough,” I said.
“That’s not fair,” my father said, but there was no conviction behind it.
“Fair?” I repeated quietly. “You told me I wasn’t worth investing in. You gave everything to Sadie and told me to figure it out myself. So I did.”
Neither of them argued.
My mother reached for my arm. I stepped back.
“I’m not angry,” I said, and I realized as I said it that it was true. “I stopped being angry a long time ago.”
My father’s shoulders sank.
“I was wrong,” he said finally. “I said things I shouldn’t have said.”
“No,” I replied. “You said exactly what you believed.”
That hit him harder than accusation would have.
A few minutes later a representative from the fellowship approached to congratulate me, speaking warmly about leadership opportunities and future placements while my parents stood there watching someone else value me openly.
When he left, my mother said softly, “Come home this summer. Please. We can talk.”
“I’m moving to Boston in two weeks,” I said. “I already accepted a job.”
My father blinked. “Already?”
“I’ve been preparing for a long time.”
He looked at me helplessly. “What do you want from us?”