“I’ll make him a bottle now before I head back to the office,” Graham said brightly, stepping toward the island. “Let’s see if this miracle powder finally gets him to sleep through the night so we can get some peace.”

“No.”

The word left my mouth before I had fully realized I was moving.

I didn’t hesitate. I didn’t second-guess myself. I did not care about the money, the imported label, or the fight that was obviously coming. Something primal rose in me and wiped out the frightened, accommodating wife I had been trained to become.

I stepped in front of Graham and blocked him from the island. Then I grabbed the first tin.

Pop.

The metallic seal broke with a sharp echo in the sterile kitchen.

I did not reach for a bottle.

I reached beneath the sink for the garbage can.

Then I turned the tin upside down and dumped the fine white powder straight into the trash, where it settled over coffee grounds and eggshells like snow.

“What the hell are you doing?” Graham shouted, his face twisting in disbelief. He lunged for my arm, but I pivoted away.

I seized the second tin.

Pop. Swoosh.

Into the garbage.

The third.

Pop. Swoosh.

Gone.