My father said this with a practiced smile as if he were simply sharing a lighthearted joke with the wedding guests. I had known that look since I was eighteen years old on the night he threw me out for deciding to join the Army.
“Are you really going to become a soldier?” he had screamed at me while his face turned a deep shade of red. “A Garrison does not carry a rifle like some starving beggar, and if you walk out that door, you can forget you ever had a family.”
I left with nothing but a backpack and my enlistment papers while my sense of pride felt completely shattered. I did not step foot back in his house for seventeen years after that moment.
Now I stood in the main ballroom of the Grandview Plaza in Dallas, tucked away behind a stone pillar while my family toasted under massive crystal lights. Everything smelled of old money and expensive cologne, carrying that specific scent of wealthy people who are desperately trying to hide their collapse.
My charcoal suit was perfectly tailored but remained simple because I did not want to stand out from the crowd. I looked more like a security guard or an administrator than a guest, which was exactly how I planned it.