You booked your travel, right?
What hotel did Ethan send?
You’re arriving Friday, not Thursday?
Did he forward the transport memo?
At the time, I read those as anxious bride energy. Now I saw the seams.
She hadn’t been making conversation.
She had been checking what version of the lie I had.
My chest went tight.
I clicked one message from twelve days before the wedding.
Just making sure you got the final itinerary from Ethan because there were “updates” lol.
There were quotation marks around updates.
I hadn’t noticed that before.
I went colder with every scroll.
Another message, a week later:
You should text me when you land. Just in case.
Just in case what?
At 11:47 p.m., after three hours of rereading, one detail surfaced like a hand from dark water. In the metadata of the seating chart draft, the file creator wasn’t Camille.
It was Diane Monroe.
My mother had made the chart where I didn’t exist.
I was still staring at that when an email notification slid across the corner of my screen. New message. No subject line. From an address I didn’t know.
I opened it.
The body contained only one sentence.
She told us you weren’t coming because you were “unstable.”