And because he had never raised a hand, because he bought flowers after the worst nights, because he always knew exactly how to perform reason in front of other people, the abuse took on that most poisonous of forms: the kind that makes a woman sound hysterical if she tells it before she has evidence.
That was why the empty chair beside me felt so terrifying.
It wasn’t just a chair. It was proof of whether the world would finally believe the version of my life I had been living inside.
Garrison rose again before the judge could decide for himself.
“Your Honor,” he said, all courtly regret now, “with respect to the court’s time, Mrs. Simmons has had ample opportunity to secure representation. We filed our motions in proper form. We are prepared to proceed. Under the circumstances, I move that we advance with the plaintiff’s filings and reserve the defendant’s rights for any later petition she may wish to bring—assuming she secures counsel.”
Meaning: let us gut her now and call it procedure.
Judge Henderson’s mouth tightened.
I heard myself say, “Please. Just two more minutes.”
Keith smiled.
“Or maybe your fairy godmother’s Bentley got stuck in traffic.”