I had been expecting vindication from the courtroom all morning. I hadn’t known the lunch would contain its own.

The weeks after the hearing became a campaign.

Not because my mother made it one. Because Keith forced it to be one by refusing to fold cleanly when folding would have saved him blood.

He fired his accountant first. Then blamed Garrison. Then, through newly retained criminal counsel, tried to argue that the offshore funds were part of an “international consulting incubator” not yet subject to marital disclosure because no profits had been realized domestically. It was a terrible theory. So terrible, in fact, that one of my mother’s associates laughed out loud while reading it and then apologized because apparently joy in litigation still requires manners.

Keith also started calling me from unlisted numbers.

At first I answered because some part of me still thought closure might arrive if I heard the right arrangement of words.

It never did.

One night he called from a payphone outside Penn Station because that kind of melodrama had always appealed to him when he thought it made him look tragic.

“I never meant for it to go this far,” he said.