I stare at the words until the screen dims.
A few years ago, something like that would have gutted me in one clean movement. It would have hollowed me out so fast I would have mistaken the emptiness for shame. I would have called my father and tried to sound casual while asking what was going on. I would have texted Bridget some careful, humiliating apology for whatever offense they had collectively decided to assign me. I would have bent myself into a shape small enough to fit back inside the family mythology.
I know that version of myself well. She survived by negotiating. She survived by minimizing. She survived by taking the emotional temperature in every room and making herself useful before anyone could accuse her of failing to care.
But today?
Today I feel something else entirely.
Not joy. Joy is too soft a word.
What I feel is the cool internal click of a trap that has finally, elegantly sprung.