Still, when I mentioned it to my daughter, she laughed, tossed her hair the same way her mother used to.

“Dad, he’s just fascinated by ranch life,” she said, reaching past me for the coffee pot. “You know how city boys are. They see trees and think they’re in a movie.”

“Maybe,” I said. But my gut kept twisting.

Claire had brought Tyler home for the first time on Thanksgiving. Six months earlier, though it felt both shorter and longer. Time plays tricks when you’re lonely.

I remember the day clearly, the way you remember the first tremor before an earthquake.

The house smelled like turkey and sage and the yeast rolls I’d been making from the same hand-written recipe card for thirty years. Linda’s handwriting, looping and neat, stared up at me from the counter, smudged with old grease stains. Her voice lived in that kitchen—the way she’d tap the back of my hand with a wooden spoon when I tried to steal a taste, the way she’d hum without realizing it.