“I stood there for ten minutes,” she whispered. “Just listening. Not moving. I felt like my whole body had turned to stone. When he stopped talking, I ran. I drove home. I didn’t sleep that night. Or the next.”
My heart ached for her younger self, listening outside a door, world crumbling.
“Why didn’t you say anything?” I asked, keeping my tone soft.
She wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand, smearing mascara.
“Because I didn’t want it to be real,” she said. “I kept telling myself I’d misunderstood. That he was talking about some client, not you. That it was a bad joke. I thought… if I just went through the motions, maybe it would make sense again.”
She laughed once, a small, broken sound.
“I tried to break up with him yesterday,” she admitted. “I went to his room, told him I had doubts. He… he flipped it. Said I was just nervous. That I always sabotage good things. He made me feel crazy. Like I’d invented the whole conversation.”
She looked up at me, eyes red.
“I believed him,” she whispered. “Because I wanted to.”
“So you came here today,” I said, “planning to go through with it?”