My father smirked across the courtroom and said, “You don’t even have the money to hire a lawyer,” loud enough for strangers to laugh, and I stood there alone in uniform with no counsel beside me while his expensive attorney flipped through his folder like the case was already over, but the second the judge looked at me, paused, and said, “For the record, she won’t be needing one,” the entire room changed

I let the thoughts come and then I let them go because training teaches you not to wrestle with every fear. You acknowledge the thought, you name it, and then you keep moving toward the objective.

The morning was overcast with a flat gray sky that made the roads and the courthouse look like they were made of the same drab material. I parked near the steps and sat with both hands on the wheel, focusing on my breathing.

“In and out,” I whispered.

Then I got out of the car and walked inside to face the man who had spent my entire life deciding what I was worth based on who was watching.

My father looked older than the last time I had seen him, but he wasn’t any softer. In his mind, softness was a luxury for people who didn’t have a family name to keep polished and perfect.

He adjusted his silver cuff links while his attorney whispered something urgent enough to change the lawyer’s posture.

“What is it?” my father asked again, his voice echoing in the quiet well of the court.

The lawyer shook his head quickly and said, “Nothing, I just need to verify a detail.”