The words hung there. My mother blinked, as if she hadn’t expected that angle.
She picked up the bakery bag and opened it, pulling out a pastry and holding it like an offering. “Do you remember when you were little,” she started, voice softening, “and Cass would take your toys and you’d just let her?”
My stomach tightened. “I remember.”
“You were so patient,” she said. “So kind.”
I stared at her. “You mean I was trained not to fight.”
Her hand froze, pastry hovering. “Elena—”
“You called it patience because it made your life easier,” I said, voice still calm. “You called me kind because I didn’t inconvenience you with conflict.”
My mother’s eyes filled. “We did our best,” she whispered.
“I believe you did what you wanted,” I said.
She set the pastry down slowly, like her fingers had lost strength. “I didn’t come to argue,” she said. “I came because… we’re scared.”
There it was. The real reason, finally uncovered.
“Scared of what?” I asked.
My mother swallowed hard. “Of losing her,” she admitted. “She talks like she has nothing left. She says she ruined everything. She says… she says she can’t see a future.”