Not even, I think, for Julian.
For herself.
For the collapse of every financial fantasy she had helped build out of my labor.
My mother, however, was still resisting reality.
Judge Mercer had not yet mentioned Brenda’s role when my mother stood and pointed at me with a trembling hand.
“You did this,” she shouted. “You are ruining your family over money.”
That old accusation.
As if money itself had appeared from nowhere.
As if I had not been the one earning, funding, rescuing, carrying.
I turned in my seat and looked at her.
For years, that woman’s anger had moved through me like weather through open windows. It had set the emotional climate of every room I entered. But now, with the evidence stacked on the judge’s desk and my husband’s career turning to ash a few feet away, Brenda’s outrage looked small. Desperate. Almost childish.
I stood and walked to the low barrier separating the parties from the gallery.
In my hand I carried one document.
A certified copy of the Apex registry filing.
I held it out.
“Take it,” I said.
She stared at me.
“Take it,” I repeated.
Reluctantly, she did.
“Read the bottom,” I said.
Her eyes moved down the page. Then stopped.