“Okay,” I said as I went downstairs and sat on my bed for a very long time.
I was not angry because anger requires an expectation that has been betrayed, and I was running out of those.
I never intended for my father to discover that I worked at Horizon Power as a member of the maintenance crew.
One Thursday night, my shift changed and I was wiping a coffee stain near the conference room when the elevator opened.
My father stepped out with two men in suits, and I lowered my head hoping he would not see me.
“Julian?” he asked with a voice that was not loud but felt like it cut through the air.
I stood up and the two men stopped to look at my name patch and then at my father’s face.
“Hello, Father,” I said while he looked at me with an expression of pure embarrassment.
He told the men to give him a minute and they walked away while pretending not to listen to us.
“What are you doing here in that uniform?” he asked with a voice sharpened by anger.
I told him that I was working and he stepped closer while his expensive cologne overpowered the smell of floor cleaner.
“Do you understand how this looks to my colleagues?” he hissed at me.