The storm that night felt like something alive, like a beast clawing at the world with long fingers of rain and wind. My headlights struggled to cut through the sheets of water as I pulled into the quiet cul de sac of Redwood Grove, a suburban neighborhood not far from Albany. The gutters overflowed and the trees bent as though bowing to some unseen threat. I had come only to drop off a folder of tax documents my daughter had accidentally left behind on her last visit. I had not planned to get out of the car. I certainly did not expect my entire view of her life to unravel in a matter of seconds.

I saw her before the engine even finished rumbling to a stop. Someone was kneeling in the mud near the mailbox. The figure was hunched, clothing plastered to their body, hair stuck to their cheeks. At first, through the rain and darkness, I thought a neighbor’s dog had gotten loose and someone was restraining it. Then the figure lifted its head just enough for the porch light to graze the profile.

It was my daughter Talia.

I tore the car door open and sprinted, my shoes sinking into the waterlogged lawn. Cold rain hammered my head and coat. When I reached her, I could barely breathe.